A Letter to my Son (6mo)

Dearest Kaelin,

We have been in each other lives for six months now.  Some people may say six months is not that long, which they are correct.  But now that I finally have you in my life…I do not know how I lived my life without you.  Like I have told you in my previous letters to you, about how I have dreamed of becoming a mother.  Never would I have dreamed that becoming a mommy would be this amazing!  God has given me one of the greatest gifts in the world, and that gift is you!

Everyday that I see you smile, it makes me fall in-love with you all over again.  I just love the way you squinch your nose when you smile at me.  I love how you look at me and grab my face during feedings.  None of these precious times you will remember once you get older, but I am going to cherish these moments forever!

I call you Poodie, because you have had bad gas since birth.  You were just two weeks, and was pooting like your daddy.  I would say, “Ugh, you pooted, Poodie!”  After that, the nickname just fit you.  You still have bad gas too..just like your daddy!  You are the happiest when you are in my arms.  You get cranky if you are extremely sleepy.  You love fighting your sleep, instead of just going to sleep.  This is when you give everyone a hard time.  Bath time is one of your favorite times now.  You love splashing, and doing your best to drink the water.

Kaelin, you wont be able to read this for some time.  When you are able, I want you to know that I love you with all my heart.  Every morning when you awake, I give you a big kiss, with a good morning song I sing to you, and you smile so big at me.  I love to watch you watch your favorite show, Yo Gabba Gabba.  The very moment the show comes on, you smile, and giggle.  When Biz’s Beat of the Day comes on you scream with laughter.  It just warms my heart to see you light up with excitement.  Another memory I never want to forget in life!

I love you Kaelin, and I thank God he blessed me to have you as my son!

Mommy loves you, never forget!!!!!!