Dearest One I wait for,

I am now three weeks away from my due date.  When it comes to waiting..I am starting to become restless.  I have an abundance of excitement that continues to grow as the time closes near.  I believe it is not only the excitement that is making mommy restless, but also because you have been showing signs that you may be on your way!  One sign is my mucus plug has slowly been coming out.  I wish that you could speak to mommy, or give me a sign that would tell me exactly when you are ready.  Until then, I will just have to stay ready for any and everything. 

I keep wondering about how you will actually look, what types of personality will you have, will you really be tall, and so much more?  I wonder about how it will be when we first meet, the first time we look into each others eyes, the first time I tell you your name, and will you know that I am your mommy?  As I have told you before, I believe you will be you father’s twin.  Every ultra sound photo that we have seen of you, you looked just like him.  A couple of weeks ago, we were able to see that you have chubby cheeks.  I also had chubby cheeks when I was born, so at least I know you have one feature of mines.  Well besides the height if you really do end up tall.  With all these thoughts, I just need you to hurry up and come son!

When I dream about you, I dream about so much.  How cute you will be, how smart you will be, the first time you crawl, bounce, walk, and much more.  Lately I have been having dreams about going into labor.  I wonder if that means anything?  Hmm..If it does, I am ready.  Your father and I took Lamaze classes for me to be ready for you when I do go into labor.  I learned different breathing techniques, and ways to relax.  Your father has been helping me to feel comfortable in whatever way possible.  Which is a reason why I love him.  Hopefully we can remember everything we learned when I do go into labor.  It will be interesting how everything occurs.  I have the hospital bags all ready and next to the door.   So all we need is for you to come.

Mommy cannot wait to meet you..So please hurry!  I love you Kaelin!